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Okay, this came about because I saw an ad for a H/C comment fic meme, but it was only for Dean, which hardly seems fair to me. What about Sam? He's stuck trying to stop the remaining Leviathan alone and doesn't know how to help his brother. Dean is stuck in Purgatory and worrying about his brother.
So, this meme is for both boys. Reunion!Fics, fics about what monsters Dean runs into in Purgatory, maybe fics where he finds their parents or runs into Bobby or whatever you want, but it needs to be about the fallout from the finale last night. Have fun, any question, PM me. Please respect other people's prompts, no flaming or bashing, lovers of both boys welcome.
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Delusional/Hallucinating Sam by
queerly_it_is An alone Sam is never a good thing, and Sam uses his mental...issues to cope with things. I'm thinking the hallucinations might show up again hardcore, just so he has someone to talk to again.A world of bonus points if Michael is one of them.
Hyperventilate by
verucasalt123 I would love something where Sam freaks out and hyperventilates once he realizes he really is all alone - and that he has no idea where's Dean, where's Castiel, that he has no one to go to...I just want sad, desperate Sam not knowing what to do, thank you
Essence by
rokhal Crowley gives the boys his blood while telling them it might not be his. He also specifically tells them not to trust him. Yet, there's no sign that the bone/blood weapon will even work until it does. No sign, at least on screen.Sam *knows* that the vial contains Crowley's blood. How? He can smell it. All that demon blood drinking before and with Lucifer. It's changed Sam. Write the missing scene where Sam reveals this to Dean.
Untitled by
dontknowmyname Sam can hear Dean's voice in his head, like he's still there(sorta like Lucifer, but he's talking back and it's keeping him sane
Like, what would Dean say to make me feel better, what's the humor in this situation.
even making a mental note not to - douche up the car- this time
He snaps one day, thinking this is the one time that Dean isn't coming back , maybe Gabrile was right... But should he really let go?
(Gen please)
An Unlikely Partnership by
mollrach13 Sam is not dealing with being alone well. He worries himself into an epic case of the flu (or other illness/condition or your choice). For some reason, it is in Crowley's best interests to take care of him. He does so grudgingly and with much complaint.Basically: Crowley taking care of sick!Sam.
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Date: 2012-05-19 05:21 pm (UTC)I just want sad, desperate Sam not knowing what to do, thank you.
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Date: 2012-05-20 03:29 am (UTC)FILLED
Date: 2012-05-21 03:18 am (UTC)Not like it hadn't happened before. After Mystery Spot, he'd had six months without Dean and turned into a ruthless killer with serious psychological issues. On top of the ones he already had.
While Dean was in Hell, he'd barely been on his own for weeks before he gave in to Ruby's promise to make him stronger, so he could get his brother back. A colossal mistake, surely, but it was all he had at the time.
When Dean was gone, Sam freaked. He did things he knew were wrong. But the time for that hadn't yet come.
This was just the first few minutes. He had nothing to go on but the black goo covering the walls.
Crowley was gone. Dean was gone. Cas was gone. Kevin was gone. Bobby was gone. As the thoughts crept in to the recesses of his brain, his body reacted.
Holding on to the nearest solid surface to keep from falling, Sam felt it coming on and was powerless to stop it. His breaths were becoming more shallow, more quick, not enough to keep his brain and body functioning.
He knew was it was to hyperventilate, had seen it in others and experienced it himself on rare occasions. Training kicking into gear, he willed his body to move along with the cues from his brain. Slow down. Sit. Lower his head. Count. Take deep breaths though this nose, expel them through his mouth. Over and over for what seemed like forever until things seemed to even out a bit, at least physically.
He realized, once his necessary bodily functions slowly caught up, that this was real. He was alone. There was no one to turn to for help, so it was all on him.
Tears formed in his eyes and he was unable to stop them. He had absolutely no idea what to do. Crowley had given him no hope for finding Kevin, and Sam was shocked to realize that was a very low priority. From what Crowley had said, the horrifying truth came crashing down on him in seconds. When they'd dispatched Roman, he'd taken Cas and Dean with him to the place where he belonged: Purgatory.
Two people he knew of had been able to open the door to That Place, and he couldn't ask either of them for advice. One had disappeared after his hint, and the other was already gone.
The only solace he had was that Dean wouldn't be alone.
But what could he do? He couldn't ask Bobby. He couldn't ask anyone. There was no option but finding a way to get his brother and Castiel out. back to him where they belonged.
Hanging his head and giving in to his despair, Sam sat on the cold tile floor, rocking back and forth and sobbing. The desperation he felt to save his brother and his friend was weighed against the having no fucking clue how.
As usual, he found himself lacking, sitting on the light end of the scale. Until he could get a handle on what had happened, what needed to happen, what he could make happen, he had nothing but this: not a single goddamn idea.
Sam didn't know how long he sat there staring at the walls and lost in the sorrow of never seeing his brother again.
Re: FILLED
Date: 2012-05-21 05:56 am (UTC)I really, really wonder what will we see from Sam in canon come October, because everytime he was alone without Dean he didn't fare all that well, as you pointed out.
Once again, thank you so much for such an amazing fill - it's all that I've wanted to read and morrreee. You are the best! ♥
Re: FILLED
Date: 2012-05-21 11:49 am (UTC)Re: FILLED
Date: 2012-05-25 03:44 pm (UTC)Re: FILLED
Date: 2012-05-25 04:10 pm (UTC)