Making Changes
Nov. 23rd, 2012 05:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
This year I turned 30. Yeah, it's not as big a deal now to be 30 and single as it used to be, but it was still pretty depressing. Thanksgiving with my family was depressing because one of my uncles is in jail and it's cause a bit of a rift in the family, plus I was sick with a migraine after busting my ass to get the house and the food ready for Thanksgiving. My mom commented that the only thing she had to cook Thanksgiving was the potatoes. I prepped and cooked the turkey, cooked the chicken and noodles and baked a pie. I don't know what's going to happen next year with our family. Hopefully, things will be better, I'm taking it one day at a time.
I've been a Christian my whole life, but over the last several years, I've stopped going to church. I first thought it was because I'd suddenly become an athiest or an agnostic, but now I think it's because I've fallen out with the church I've been attending my whole life. I'm a Libera, I believe in science, Evolution, climate change and in diversity, the church I go to is very conservative and I became increasingly angry and frustrated with the church's insistance on trying to make American History and science fit into their view of the world, so I'm going to find another church that I feel comfortable with and I'm going to get back to my faith and hopefully open my life up to meeting new people.
I've decided to start making things for Project Linus. I don't have children(though I'm hopeful) and other than a few ladies my mom works with, no friends who are have children(I'm hopeful that will change too), but I love making things that make people happy and giving a blanket to a child who needs it will help.
I've been a Christian my whole life, but over the last several years, I've stopped going to church. I first thought it was because I'd suddenly become an athiest or an agnostic, but now I think it's because I've fallen out with the church I've been attending my whole life. I'm a Libera, I believe in science, Evolution, climate change and in diversity, the church I go to is very conservative and I became increasingly angry and frustrated with the church's insistance on trying to make American History and science fit into their view of the world, so I'm going to find another church that I feel comfortable with and I'm going to get back to my faith and hopefully open my life up to meeting new people.
I've decided to start making things for Project Linus. I don't have children(though I'm hopeful) and other than a few ladies my mom works with, no friends who are have children(I'm hopeful that will change too), but I love making things that make people happy and giving a blanket to a child who needs it will help.
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Date: 2012-11-24 04:17 am (UTC)I can relate, sorta. I've been a Catholic all my life. When I was in my last year of high school I stopped attending church regularly and all through college and into my 20s and early 30s, I only attended on Christmas and Easter. That was also due to the particular parish I belonged to. They just drove me nuts, it's kinda hard to explain. Not so much about their beliefs (I'm more on the conservative/libertarian side *ducks*, and I am a scientist so I don't believe evolution is a hoax or evil or whatever some churches try to teach), but more about the way things were run. After I got married last year and went through hell thanks to my soon-to-be ex, I started going to church again. I went through so much physical and emotional stress, it made me feel better to go and I just felt more at peace. I've learned more about who I am and now that I'm back home with my parents, I'm back in my old parish and things are a lot better than they were over 15 years ago.
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Date: 2012-11-24 04:28 am (UTC)Thanksgiving was depressing but we're going to make Christmas better. This year has just stunk for our family, my mother has two siblings that are battling life-threatening diseases and my dad's favorite aunt died and one of his brothers is in jail.
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Date: 2012-11-24 04:37 am (UTC)Aw, I'm glad to her it. :) I'm really sorry to hear about everything you guys have been going through.
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Date: 2012-11-24 05:07 am (UTC)Yeah, it's stunk other than our trip to Charleston, SC, but we're taking it one day at a time.
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Date: 2012-11-24 05:17 am (UTC)That's about the only thing you can do. Same with me and my divorce.
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Date: 2012-11-24 05:22 am (UTC)